Sunday, February 19, 2006

Man, i feel tired

It's been some time since i last updated my blog. I've been pretty busy though.. Tests, assignments0.. I even slept at 3 trying to finish studying my History. Gosh, i feel tired...My Tuesdays are a killer... lectures from 8-4pm.. No lunch breaks.. But thank God there's hourly breaks in which i tend to call it "extended breaks".. Instead of 10 min break, i'll strectch to 20minutes. Hehehe.. DUn blame me!! It's a long day for a dude like me.. Thank GOd i can have Mum's car untill Tuesday.. Yay!!!!

Yesterday was long.. i went to coll in the morning to paint banners and then went home to chill at bout 3pm. THen at 4:45pm, i left for church which starts at 5..(yeah, i know, i'm gonna be late). Worst still, a dude bang me from the back at the roundabout.. He seems real calm (so am i) and he paid me cash, gave me his number and namecard... Well, my car wasn't tat badly damaged.. Just a dent... But that dude's car bumper came off!! EVen worst still, there was a heavy rain later... Oh man, i'm gonna be super late 4 church. So i decided to lepak in Pyramid.. LAter i went for Orientation Nite in coll.. It lasts till 10 somethng. Later Jo, Joel, Daniel and me were at McD's.. We chatted for a while and gave an African fren, Louis a call..
We went over to his house and prayed untill it was 3am! Had loads of fun hearing his jokes esp, his immitation of a african american pastor preaching!! Hhahaa..

Been busy lately.. Got so many things to do.. I know that God's shaping me... Let us not get caught up wif our busyness untill we lose our focus on God.. Ultimately, God is everything that is good, He is way bigger than any of our probs and busyness... Yup, i know God's shaping me now.. Changing me for the better... It's good to live a CHristian life eventhough it's never easy.. It is filed wif hope and love that God provides.. Now, i need to spend more time wif God and to fall in love wif Him once again...

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

SO sweet wif YOu!!!

Hey dudes!! Wassup?? Yesterday was super taxing for me! Can u imagine? 8 hours of classes! From 8am-4pm.. Oh man.... Plus, i'd chemistry test and Calculus quiz..So much for the ADP (all day party). Gosh, but thank God that i got the strengh to carry on.. Even though i got tired, i'd just carried on.. Then after tat, i crashed in Oasis' sofa...Ahhhh peace.. I got a nap which i don't how long i slept, till Siva woke me up.. ANd then there was practice at night... Can't sing well, my voice.. sore throat.. Then i followed Gabriel to give me a lift home..

Today was not as tiring as Tuesday.. just got 4 hours of classes. Then i went to "jaga" the valentine's day booth till it's 2pm.. Got some ppl to sit wif me too hehee.. By God's grace, managed to get 7 ppl to order!! Woohoo! Hallelujah! After the me.. I dunno that the past few days, i've been walking up to strangers and having a chat wif them..I got to know 2 Dutch dudes. (we had chicken rice in Asia Cafe), 2 Africans brethens, A dude from HArbin,China and some girls from Indonesia.. MAn.. My socializing skills are improving! Hahaahah!!

God's been great to me.. At times, i just feel that He's silent, some other times, we get have quality Buddy times together!! GOd's great ya know.. I've been listening to "Sweeter" by Lakewood church TX for almost 20 times already!! I've not bored wif it!! It's a great song reminding me that our everydays are a blessing from Him.. Good days or bad days it seems from our own eyes, everyday is a day God gives to us wif delight. It makes me know that God's telling me: "Hey, have an awesome day today! It's my gift to you today, and tomorrow and 2moro..HAve a great day dude!!" Oh man! God is too good to me that i'm left speechless.. He's so graceful that i don't deserve all His blessings.. It's not of what i am but who He is that He wants to give me the best. Same goes for YOu too!!

Sweeter by Lakewood Church TX

Everyday with You Lord,
Is sweeter than the day before,
Everyday with You Lord,
Is sweeter than the day before,
Every morning i will worship,
Every evening i adore,
Cause everyday is sweeter,
Sweeter than the day before..

What a privilage to know YOu,
Like i know YOu,
To be loved like YOu love me,
WHat and honor to worship,
Truly worship,
From this heart that YOu have freed,

From the rising of the sun,
TO the setting of the same,

What a wonder to live life,
Really live life,
Overcoming everything,
What a reason to lift up,
Freely lift up,
Everyday my everything

Amen guys??!! God's great right! I've learning to not look at life's circumstance, but look up..there's God smilling down on u and me wif great delight!!!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Of CNY fun...

Hey!!! Wat a day is it for me... Woke up bout 11 something and lazed around..Then i left home at bout 4:30pm and went to PJ... Then i met up wif old high skool frens .. Actually we are having dinner atTelok Gong, but i'm in PJ now..I shud've drove straight from KK and not waste petrol!! ALl thanks to a fren saying that we're using federal hiway which we used Kesas..Man, i passed KK in my fren's car, but my car's in PJ!! Yeah, dinner was great.. We booked 2 tables, 11 ppl each... Crabs, fish, vege, taufu, noodles and err something else... I even met some new ppl.. the ones who r doin form 6 in my skool but previously from another.. We had dinner and chatted till it's 10 something...I followed Joseph in his car wif a whole lot of noisy bunch!! hahah !! THe fun part is, my naughty fren, decided to do some paparazzi business.. Since a fren of mine was driving alone wif his girlfriend, They were like!! WOhhH!!! Leaning on each other!!! My fren even showed his fist to us!! All of us were like laughing our head of in the car.. We even gave an applause for it!! Then we sped of.. Later when we saw them in the car again, they pretended like nothing happened!!! Haahahah!!! Wat a night of laughter!! We even crack jokes.. "Chemistry jokes!!!" Exothermic reaction!!! Hahahahhahaha!! GEt it???!! Then we reached PJ at bout 11 and i took my car at Atria.. Then to visit a fren's house.. Then drove to Asia Cafe and played some foosball wif the same bunch of ppl again!! We finally left at about 1 something... Wah!! 4pm-1am!! NOt bad... Wat a night of fun wif frens!! ahahaha

I think i'm not tat close to God these days, i get sleepy when i do my quiet time.. This is wat i've got to change,... I've better be attentive to HIs voice... THat sweet, gentle,loving voice. which calls out to me in the dark, in the solitude of night.. I love to turn of the lights, draw the curtains, look at the night sky and worship wif the guitar. Wat a nice experience.. the only thing is that it's so dark, i depend on the moonlight to shine on my guitar for me to play... If onli i can share this moment wif a close fren.. We chat and share about life's issues and to pray for one another.. I've got a Friend too that is so close to me... Too close, He's next to me now.. embracing me.. Yeah, Jesus is the best Friend anyone can have.. So personal that He knows everything and is interested on wat's goin on in Your life... I've missed moments like these... Maybe it's time for me to do this after this.... Jesus, what a Friend i've found...

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Kev's back dudes!!!

Blessed Chinese New Year ppl!! I hope u all are having a smashing time playing fireworks and collecting angpows!! woohoo!!! I just came back from Taiping, arrived at about 8pm something!
Taiping was great man, though it was unsually quiet this year, but at least i enjoyed myself! On the first day of CNY, i visited a Phoebe's church in Taiping... Wuh,., she was worship leading wif the keyboard.. It was awesome to visit a church here in Taiping.. and i got to meet her dad and her youth pastor too! Due to intensed boredom, i followed my young cousins to the zoo at night!!! Well, it was fine, the zoo was as huge as i thought.. But it was dark, and i never got to see much... Some animals were not in action too, most were sleeeping!! Then on the next day, EVe, Mei Ling and I went decided to hav a jog around the Taiping Lake.. IT turned out to be a walk though.. We got to see some monkeys ( i got to see some wif red butts!! hahahha!!!) and lotus flowers(they aren't blooming yet) too.. Thank God it wasn't that sunny and we walked round the whole lake.. Pretty nice scenery.. Then we had some dim sum wif Eve's mum. yeah it was fun to meet up wif frens here in Taiping.. Hmmm i didn't ate that much this year, i ate a lot of meat, Steamboat.. but not too much CNY snacks. Hmm pretty weirdfor me this year.. The following day was a little boring, thank GOd i brought back my laptop and i got to watch an entire series of anime!!! ON Tuesday night, i followed my aunty and Grandma to a food court near the Lake and we ate till we were mad full!! OH man, the food was great, but the price is like of KL's!!! I really do miss my guitar back home..

NOt to mention, this is my last Taiping here for the next 2-3years...I'll be in US next year though.. I just got a whole year left here to do something for God, to leave an impact.. HE's teaching me to trust in HIm.I still doubt and am confused, but not as much as before... NOw i feel the peace and have hope.. Life has a reason to live.. Jesus is the reason that you and me are still alive now..As long as we're still alive,we hav a purpose in us that isn't accomplished yet.. I think this is a humbling time and a time of trust in HIm.. He's preparing me for the future...There's tis song that really cheered me up.. "Sweeter".. THe chorus goes- "Everyday with You, LOrd is sweeter than the day before.." Perhaps, God's telling me to enjoy HIm.. NOt to look at life's circumstance, but to just enjoy each day wif Him for each day is a blessing from Him..I just want my everyday to be sweeter wif Him..