wat a day..

Woke up at 8 2day.. at grandma's house.. Man, the first thing i thinked about was, Jesus.. and the my dream girl.. (whoever God has for me).. I've been wondering this past few days, what's God's plan for me.. Studying in US and maybe not returning to M'sia and thus working there.. Whether i've be single or married. Hmm whether.. i'll call US my home.. and settling there.. God's reply was.. don't think so far into the futute, don't worry about the future.. Let 2moro worry bout itself.. Yeah Amen.. that's what Apostle Paul said..

Hmm i'm feeling really lonely now.. All alone at home in KK with no one in the house.. except me and Jesus.. that's all.. Hmm real lonely.. Then in moments of solitude, i can do things i haven't got a chance yet.. in the house!! Play guitar real loud while walking around! haha so fun! Play guitar in the toilet( Woohoo!! real acoustics man!) But seriously, i love being in solitude.. In times like these, i can speak to God in total silence.. Hmm great experience... and when my parents are away, i learn to take care of my bro and i began to realise that petrol isn't cheap! Man. just pumped 2day! real expensive! shucks... I'm fine so far.. and wait.. Guy Sebastian concert was nice! Guy appeared in the sunday service with white long sleeve shirt, black tie.. and... tight pink jeans!! hahaahah!! Got lots to say.. but i wanna go hav quiet time now.. gtg guys it's 12.57am now! God Bless!

Lost.......

Whew, i just came home! Really relieved that i'm finally here typing. Woke up at 7:52am with my mom knocking at my door, "we're leaving at 9".. Gosh! leave so early!??!! Actually my parents are goin to Vietnam today!! Yes!! FREEDOM!! CAR FOR A WEEK! Hallelujah! Then we went to special trip just to Bandar Utama just to drop my brother off in fren's house.. shucks... what a loong drive.. then, it's of to KLIA.. Hug mom and wished her have a nice trip, with a "sad face".. (my heart is pumping with JOY!!!!) So, i took the car and drove home.. I used the Shah Alam exit. and i realised i was lost!!! ahhh!!! i shud have used the Seafield exit back to KK.. oh man! Now the stadium is on my left and i drove around.. wondering where am i.. as a matter of fact, i'm not familiar with Shah Alam. Gave my father a call.. and he mumbled and told me to take follow the Green Highway sign hoping to get back to the hiway.. told me not to follow the blue sign.. .. But there isn't any green sign!! so i followed the blue sign and ended up in Pusat Bandar Shah Alam.. oh man.. i'm lost.. then i prayed and i followed a sign which leads me to KL.. shucks!! Oh man, this time i'm really lost.. felt that i'm all alone in the car.. with no one to show me the way back home.. I prayed... Managed to make it to the Federal Hiway. Then, wow!! that building looks familiar!!! ahaha!! i know this place!! (can see Carrefour at the other side of the road at my right!!!) Yay!! I'm home..!! (in a way) and then it's another 20 mins back to KK.. Total travelling time from KLIA, lost in shah alam, and back to KK. approx- 45-50 mins!! I shud have listened to my parents instructions on how to go home.. but i've replied with ignorance.. sigh.. learnt my lesson.. hehe

Well, thought of the day folks.. God told me something.. In life, if you take the wrong turn, (wrong turn to Shah Alam exit) and you might end up lost.. (lost in shah alam) and you might began to worry( worried when i was on the way to KL)... You begin to feel alone, with no one to lead you (no one's in the car with me). You pray, so that God might lead you back to the right path.. and He will lead you back and you begin to feel relieved.. ( whew! i saw Carrefour!) He will bring you back to the right path.. (found my way back in sunway) with His comfort and peace.. You might stray away from God, not wanting to listen to His instructions.. ( ignored my parents' instructions) and might go your own path.. ending up lost and feeling alone. Always know that God is ALWAYS with YOU.. Just surrender to Him and He'll bring you back to the right way.. Perhaps i need to surrender to God all of my desires and worldly plans.. for He knows best.. yeah that's rite.. We will never regret following His ways.. for Father knows best!

Guy Sebastian concert 2moro.. it's free! and i pray that many will come to know Christ and to give their all to Him.. yeah Amen.. gtg now.. God Bless!

You're Beautiful, it's true,

Hey guys, i'm not at college today. I woke up at bout 8:30 and went straight to the pc. Internet addict? I turned on my MSN and Sharon came on9 moments later. We talked about New York, and this turn out to be a so called "New Yorkers for Dummies" crash course. Told me that McD is called Mickey Ds in NY!! haha.. DUFF- Designated Ugly Fat Friend. ABC- American Born Chinese, and here's my favourite, FOB-Fresh Of Boat!!! hahahaha! Funny new yorkers! Later, i went for some bball at bout 1:30. Ignoring the drizzle, i tried my best to act cool doing all sorts of weird twist and turns, i had never mastered.. Bball, even the girls in NY are better than me.. :-( Oh well, all of us have our own talents and spritual gifts from the Lord! Amen? In half an hour's time, it bagan to rain heavily. Ignoring that, i took my ball and walked home.. I looked to the sky, and kissed the soft sweet air...( hearing the birds chirping) I said to myself, "ahh how beautiful and simple life is..ahh". And then "You're beautiful, you're beautiful, it's true.." ahh that song sprang out from the depths of my memory bank.. Immediatly i remembered the singer stripping of to his undies and run around in the middle of the rain.. while he sings the chorus... Oh man, shucks....

Thought of the day folks, God has been telling me to surrender things to Him.. of course it's hard for me.. but it's for the better of me. He will never force me and leaves it to my own choice.. Well, He told me not to rush in life and start to take it at a more slower pace with Him always on my mind. It's raining not as heavily as i thought that it would be.. and i began to ponder how majestic God is.. He is all powerful and indescribable.. yet He doesn't force us to follow His ways. Sigh it's hard to surrender certain parts of my life to God. I'm still struggling with this for almost 3 years now.. It's hard.. Wish that i have a close friend to share all my probs with and to be acountable to. To all out there, if you're struggling to follow God's way, I strongly encourage you to surrender to HIm.. It might be hard, but always learn to ask God to lead you through His grace and mercy... for we are all struggling beings and not perfect in any way. Well, Physics 1 is on this friday, 8-11am.. gtg now.got to study.... God Bless

Guess what??

Guess what?? I'm still in college!! Can't u believe it?? Sigh, no transport home.. waiting for mummy to pick me up.. at bout say, 8 something.. Oh man.... So, world religions was pretty easy today.. amazingly, i managed to answers ALL THE QUESTIONS!! Woohoo! Praise God!!! Well, paper ended at 3 and after it, i thanked my lecturer, Mr Chris Cheah.. Yeah show some sign of gratittude eventhough your lecturer might be boring. Later i went to oasis. finding out that there were no INTIans there except Taylor's CG. I chilled there till it's 4 16 and i went of to the library. ANd now, it's 7pm and i'm at com 19 typing.. Hmm maybe it's not that bad after all, since it's the second last day of college for me.. staying back late has a purpose after all. I met with a friend again after meeting him in Asia cafe.

Thought of the day, earlier this day, GOd told me to surrender certain things to Him.. Well, it was hard, and i sound real selfish when i replied God. I'm, still struggling in certain areas of life. like reading the Bible and having the discipline of doing quiet time. We all have our own struggles and somehow, after contemplating on the troubles i have, i turn to God. it's like a routine thingy, where i Trouble->Contemplate-> Depression->God.. Hmm sounds real familiar to me.. Well, what i've learnt is that I does not seem to start from contemplating and worrying . just look to GOd.. DOn't look horizontally at the probs, just look up vertically: towards God! hmm and another thing is that, don't compare yourself with others.. everyone is made equal with each of us having a spiritual gift from God..
Picture this: Two sticks of different heights being stuck on the ground vertically.. Look horizontally, it's of different height.. but look from the top.. it's just two even circles on the ground.. and this is how God looks at each of us.. from the top.. as equals... This wonderful illustration was told by my dear fren, wei soon who is now in Russia with weeks doing medicine.. God Bless u guys!

hmm it's 7.20 now.. and ,, hey!! there's Guy Sebastian is perfoming live and it's FREE!!! It's on the 39th of Oct. Sunday, 8pm.. if u wanna go, tell me asap... cause i need to get the free passes 4 u guys! k??
untill then, God Bless!

It's r3al hard..

I'd woke up early this morning(7;30 am when i looked at the clock after staring at my room's ceiling for . i think 10 minutes) even it's a holiday.. guess it's my biological clock that "woke me up".. Hmm i'm kinda gonna miss college cause the 2-month long break is around the corner.. (for some it the holidays might have started.. it's just that there's 2 days of finals and that's it!!) What am i gonna do during this long time of break?? I want to go 4 a MIssion Trip again.. say, to Terengganu again just like earlier this year(january) . U can never stop learning when u're on a mission trip.. I'd learnt many things.. but the most profound and highlight of the trip was "spritual warfare". As Christians, we r constantly on war with the Enemy.. he will never stop attacking us untill his time is up.. It kinda spooked me and my frens out when we felt we were spritually attacked. Hide not, confront we will! We''d learnt that we have the power of God and we as CHristians are above the Enemy, fear not we will.. that's the most profound thing i've learnt throughout the trip.

I wonder how's Wee Kee and Wei Soon in Russia now (they're there 2 study medicine). It's late october now.. and the siberian winter is gonna freeze them!! I wonder if they miss the good days at CF where we had our "Guy's Fellowship" (kinda like a guy accountabiliy group) and met up in all sorts of weird places like the block -D guys toilet!! :-p Well, God is everywhere though! Wei Soon, me, wee kee(weeks), chris, joseph and zhi loon.. we shared our probs.. ranging from girls to guitar! in the process .. we don't seem as strong as we look. We r all humans and have our own sturggles. It's only by God's Grace that keeps us through.. that's right.. Hmm guess i won't be seeing them much these days.. Jo is in college with me. Chris, Zhi Loon in form 6, wei soon and weeks in Russia.. I treasured those days in skool where life was so simple .. where the food is cheap but the exams are frustrating esp. the spm trials!! Miss those days where we stayed back to study together a, sleeping on the tables underneath the fan! Love those days!! Real nostalgia! Gosh it's just like last year and time has flew so fast!

Hey, i've been thinking about US. It's a nice place to be but I think I'm gonna miss m'sia. I asked a fren whom have been to US .. SHe said that it's a nice place to be and today.. saying that's a "really great experience" (pronounced with great awe).. Mom told me that you'll won't miss m'sia and won't even want to return.. that's what dad said too. I might not be returning to M'sia due to job opportunities unless it could be S'pore. I'm still thinking on how to accumulate enough cash to make up for tuition fees when I'm there. And b4 i leave, i want to c my non-Christian relatives and frens saved. I might not be seeing my frens again.. my old classmates.. Eventhough i'd lost contact with my old classmates, but what i can do now is to pray that other Christians might share the Gospel with them. Well, it's hard to leave M'sia... I'm gonna miss u guys! sob.. sob.. College, CF, Church.. the 3Cs! That's why it's real hard for me.. But i know that it's God's plan for me. Test is coming next week and i pray that God will take away this heartache away and let me concentrate on it.. yeah It's hard.. but it has to be done.. Lead me Dear Lord with Your Grace and Mercy..for it's hard..

Rainy day..

Gosh, it's been raining since 4 ( i think).. today was fine, daddy flew to Laos for a business trip.. and mama took daddy's car.. this means that mummy's car is mine 4 3 days!!! mauahahahaha!!! Praise God!! haha,
Guess what? i had phy test 3 today, pretty hard though( guess i'm gonna flunk in it) sigh, :-(
Neways, at least i got the car and i get to drive home early!! wooohoo!!! Praise God! it's so nice to drive to college! (but the parking is another story.. hehe) After, phy test ended at 2, i went to oasis for camp committee meeting... got to see the first faces of our camp t-shirt (all sorts of cool designs done by citirne and eve)..
after that went to mamak till it's 5 something, and we all went home..
and now i'm here in front of the comp typing this.. hmmm since it rained, it's gonna be cooling in the night! yes! can play bball at night! woohoo!! well, there's finals next week, and gosh! there's a lot to revise on World Religions and physics. better study now!

oh well, GOd Bless!

REal Bor3d!

Sigh... :- ( , it's been since 12 i'm still in col! real bor3d man! I dunno what to do except study.. (got physics test 3 2moro , pls pray). anyways, i've been thinking about the book i read last year ----- "boy Meets Girl" by JOshua Harris..

talks about a young christian guy (the author himself) about how he courted his wife through CHristian COurtship.. sounds old fashion eh?
not... he says that realtionships should be GOd-centered and not of personal desires, but of GOd's.. hm sounds quite true.. he talks about the "do's and the don'ts" during a premarital realtionship... as in during the courtshipo process.. hmm sounds right..

Well, i've been listening to a song.. and Proverbs 31 sprang out from the lyrics.
In complete curiousity, i opened my Bible and found out that it talks about "Who can find a noble woman". (gosh i hope GOd does find one for me.. ;-p). Say, i'm not really desperate now.. but it makes u wonder, 10 years down the line, who am i gonna wake up wif, to share life with, start a family wif hmmm..

well, whatever it is, He knows best.. . it's 6.34 now.. and dad is gonna come bout 7 something.. .. gtg, got physics test 2moro... pls pray..

God Bless,
Kev..

History Maker...

hey Jesus Freaks!! This song has been ringing in my head on & on. Hmm maybe God is telling me something.. U're a History Maker! Yeah amen to that ! So, Friday was good even though it's the last CF 4 tis sememter..( 2months without Cf.. sigh).. Nvrm , there's still church.... heheh (I'm from Glad Tidings PJ btw,).. prayer meeting in Oasis was so good, i even get on my kness and wept and wept. wuh,,, presence of God is so strong!

hmm can't imagine it's 3 girls bday this particular weekend.. Huay Ming(CG member,13th Oct), Tze Nie(fren from my skool CF,14th oct ) and Angeline(shcuks, my CG leader!, 20th oct).. man,, what r we guys gonna get the>??
Soft toys? chocolates? Pls gimme some advise.. WHat do girls want 4 their bday?

Hmmm.. i sent them weird e-mails, hinting that their bday is near( like.. Hmm,,, i wonder who's bdy is it 2moro???) hehe sounds fun eh??

Be sure to check this site out.. www.everystudent.com if u're free..

My finals is in 1 week time, pls pray for me.. need to pull up my GPA and that i'll won't be lazy... sigh.. OH well, God Bless folks!

-Jesus Freak-

It's been a while.....

Man. it's been like loooooong time since i'd last updated my blog..


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Oh man, i'm in Starbucks... again..

Oh man, I'm here again in Starbucks Amcorp Mall, and I'm here yesterday too just b4 chruch.. THis time, I'm not buying anything.. (too expensive) just sitting here hoping that they won't chase me out.. Oh man, I'm so scared that they'll won't come to me and ask.. "Sir would you like anything?" (subtly telling me NO FREE INTERNET HERE!) this happened to me in Starbucks Summit.. but so far, these ppl here in this starbucks seem not to ask me anything yet.. Hmmmm all you need is a pretty thick face.. and a lot of nerves and ignorance( avoiding they'll stared at you for not buying anything).. gulp.. hahaha Free internet in starbucks.. I was here since 2 something after attending a MAss in SFX( St. Francis Xavier) for an assignment on our World Religions course.

Gosh, it makes me wonder when I'm by myself, I realise God talking so clearly to me. Moments of solitude (I was driveing alone last night) I began to realise that I might not belong in this country anymore, going off to the States and might not be coming back due to job oppourtunities.. Lord, I realise that i have less than a year left in this country.. Good bye M'sia.. Lord, b4 i leave let me leave with doing Your work here b4 i go. Teach me dear GOd. Well, b4 i leave, i better share the Gospel with some college dudes and pray for my non-Christian relatives and friends.. Who knows I might not see my friends anymore..