GUess.. who's back..DUdes??

Hey hey! i'm back from YOuth camp in Melaka... Had smashing time!!... It's buffet eveyday! Buffet breakfirst, lunch, and dinner!!.. ohh,. ate so much till my waist got bigger! muahahaa! MEt a lot of ppl too.... Esp, those dudes in my apartment.. We had great time of worshipping at night wif the guitar.. hahaa.. The whole camp site is a resort.. There's go-kart, kayaking, bball court.. much much more... and even a replica of a wooden ship! cool! a swimming pool.... is i guess pretty murky.. and i don't know y ppl still like swimming in it.. errr.. thank God i didn't jumped into the pool.. if not i might get rashes over! hhahaaha.. THey got even really weird names for the teams..Sci-Fi Squadron, Comedy Crew(haha very funny!), Drama Queens, SUspense Gang(my team) etc.etc.. ANd the end, we ended up 2nd... (we expected first!) And Ps.Julie was great! Really annointed pastor.. Although i felt sleepy at times during sessions, but i can see that God speaks through her.. HEr sermons are so relevant to me.... Thank GOd for pastors like her..

I still have doubts about God's plan for me.. MAybe it's just my selfish desire... I asked God to changed my heart..for when the heart is changed, then the feeling will change too.. I feel troubled at times... but on and on... i felt this peace inside of me.. MAn, the peace is there.. but i'm still struglling to believe... This shows how much i need GOd.. we're all struggling humans needing GOd's mighty hands to cover us wif His love.. NOw, i'm still not sure about His plans.. 50/50 shall say.... I met a youth leader too who's back from US studying... He told me bout US...bout keeping your faith alive.. He told me tat u need to make this last year here as a preparation spiritually.. U need to prepare yourself spiritually for they're lots of temptation over there... He added that u'll feel lonely admist the ppl.. sometimes u might think that u're the only CHristian around... He told me too that u'll get disappointed.. (depending on where u are, as in hopefully u land in a good CHurch and CF) of the CHristians there.. (not being stereotype).. THey are CHristians only by name.. but live a pagan life...He told me to keep your faith alive in times of loneliness and never give in to the crowd.. Stand for Jesus.. MAn, i've got like 1 year left here in M'sia. After tat, i'll be over there.. I' better prepare myself spiritually and to grow in GOd...I'm gonna expect great things from GOd in year 2006 as 2005 is coming to an end. let me not forget of the blessings i had in tis year.. of God's faithfulness to me...

MErry CHristmas DUdes and DuDettEs!

Hohoho.,. MErry Christmas ppl! IT's the season tobe jolly! BE merry, don't be sad even u don't get any presents for it ain't bout presents but it's about love and sharing! Went to church this morning for CHristmas service.. then went home for a rest...then later at night, went to PJ again to celebrate CHristmas wif relatives..I ate a lot and we had fun wif carols... Hmm i kinda guess my CHristmas is pretty simple.. just went for church musical.. and for service, party wif relatives.. and tat's bout it.. But 1 thing's for sure.. CHristmas is all about Jesus!! IT's remembering His birthday, the 25th of December some 2000years ago.. yup tat's wat Christmas is about! I've done my luggage packing.. I'll be off 2moro 4 youth camp in Air Keroh, Malacca..Guess it's gonna be fun.! I'll be back on thursday.. I'll pray for a heart that's ready for God's intervention durin camp.. Oh well, i better sleep early..now,..it's gonna be a long day 2moro... God BLess ya folks!!

Guess after CHristmas comes the 26th of December... The day the tsunami struck Asia...Let us remember the victims.. Let us pray 4 them..the friends and families of those who perrished last year.. I even watched documentaries of the tsunami... MOm told me it actually swept a train carriage packed wif ppl for some 100-200 metres.. A Sri Lankan parent said tat they would rather lose their house then to lose their children.. Guess the 26th of December will hurt them the most of this tragic incident..
"Lord, comfort those who are broken at heart.. and i pray that YOu'll be close to their cries and sorrows.. and their mourning... Though they might know YOu, i pray that YOu will speak to them words of comfort this very instance.. Tell them about the peace YOu are giving them.. Bless them and give them a roof over their heads,clothes to wear, and food to nourish them.. AMen... "

The Lord is close to the broken hearted..

Merry CHristmas dudes!!

Ho.. ho..ho!!! CHristmas is in the house dudes! Merry CHristmas.. be blessed and be merry! hahhhhaa.. CHristmas is a time of love and sharing, forgiveness and reconciliation..... It's not about presents, santa, turkey..but it's about celebrating and remembering Jesus' birthday some 2000 years ago.. Jesus was born on the 25th December..Let us now spread the joy of CHristmas and to tell about the TRUE MEANING of Christmas! IT's about Jesus' birthday! LEt's celebrate it wif a blast dudes!

The whole day i've been lazing around again.. gosh i better not waste time.. and spend more time wif God.. I'm feeling real tired now.. gtg now.. i want to spend CHristmas wif Jesus now.. in solitude.. Then i'm goin 2 church and celebrate it wif joy!! Blessed CHristmas guys!!! Let there be love amongst brethren!!

Blessed CHristmas Eve!

Hey dudes, wassup?? The whole day was kinda normal.. Fetched Mom and bro to Summit 4 a movie.. and then i went to Pyramid... THen got home and rest, then of to Summit again to fetch Mom and bro again... Then i drove to church about 7:20pm... Thank GOd i managed to reach at time...TOday was a blast! Just came back from church's CHristmas Musical.. It was.. man!! Awesome! everything was great... esp the choir! Later we went for Mamak session in Centrepoint b4 sending frens back.. And i reached home about like 1am.., Thank God, my parents are asleep,if not.. they'll be questioning me of my late return,... hahah guess wat?? IT's CHristmas Eve and CHristmas is 2moro!!Happy BIrthday Jesus!

Ahhh.... rock climbing was fun.. I went wif my cell group to 1U this wednesday... It was tiring but i've got a good experience... I scratched my hand on the rough wall..OUch.. hahha After a few climbs, my arms got tired.. and guess wat? My muscles actually got tensed!! so we guys, compared them... ahhahaha! Nothing better to do!

As i was driving home just now, i talked to God about many things.. I told Him that i wanna serve Him and be busy for Him.. THe response was like.. Doors will be open 4 u to do so.. As a matter of fact, serving Him is not nessacary in church... Living a good testimony, praying for someone, helping others are serving Him too..THough ppl might not realise it, but God does and He takes it into account..YUp, GOd is a GOd of hearts, He doesn't care about our ablities but of our hearts.. As long as we have a heart to serve... God will be pleased wif it.. A fren told me about a story of a US pastor who once wanted to serve in church.. B4 he was a pastor, he asked a leader whether that he could serve, His reply was.. to vacuum all the carpets, clean all the chairs..(there was thousands of chairs), clean the toilets, wipe the toilets.etc.etc.. Tis dude here, did this for 3 years.. b4 he became a pastor.. Wat i learnt from this is that i've to have the servant's heart.. a heart that is simple and sincere.. aiming to please my Maker......No matter wat i do, i choose to please Him. YUp, tat's right..It's 2:09am now..... i've got to go..Blessed CHristmas Eve folks!

FAithful YOu are..

Hey dudes, wassup?? Tis whole day's like other days b4.. Being in KK one whole day wif my bro.. ahh thankfully he ain't naughty... although occasionly he disturbing me...hehehe Been lazying around the whole day...At night bout 8:45, i went to the club again.. Again to the gym.. Met the same uncle again in the gym... THe uncle and me talked about his dream to open a bakery shop.... Well, he has a dream.. i told him to go for it.. even though there's obstacles...

It all starts wif a dream.. If you hav a dream,( a dream that glorifies God, u know that it's from Him, u know that's ur purpose for u) then go pursue it!! GO for it!! With God's strengh working through our weaknesses.. i believe, dreams will come to pass..Tat's wat i'm goin through now.. I've got a dream.. I believe it's from Him... I pray tat the doubts will go and the confidence will set in.. YOu see, i hav doubts and every time i asked for God's confirmation and signs.. And every time i get those signs but i still doubt.. becos i think that this dream here is a little selfish from my point of view..Gosh.,. life's like tat.... It's about a person trying to live each day.. LIfe ain't easy brothers..! The Lord can't promise a life free of afflictions and troubles.. but He promises to give us the comfort in life... He's like the car suspension.. smoothing the ride of a car moving over rough and rocky terrain..

I've been so, dry lately... I've been wasting my time away wif other worthless, unbenificial things...like TV and internet..etc.. I got to get back to the basics.. My first love wif God.. Got to spend more time wif my Friend.. my Lord...I've learnt wat this song means... It talks about a person being transformed in life..now tat he's free to live life and to embark on an adventure.. and adventure of life God has set for him.. Perhaps life is like an adventure? a marathon? SOmething tat requires endurance to endure?


NO Regrets by Jennifer Knapp

Should i be bold enough to speak
In tis moment?
A reverent heart must surely be unbroken

With no regrets
SHould i be,
With no regrets
In my head,
Faithfully shared,
SHould i be rich or poor and scattered in my dreams?
With all the figures that surround me
live unguarded

And free from the worry
free from the darkness that lives in me
Free to embark on the passion that
YOu've favorable fashioned in me..

Should i be rich?SHould i be poor? What will become of me in 10yrs time? WHere will i be? Who will i be wif? These are the questions i ask the Lord..Maybe, i've to stop dwelling in the future but live in the present.. and to continue on this journey.. Knowing that He'll see me through His grace and love and faithfulness.. Cos i know tat He is ever faithful and loving..

hmm..

Guess it's just another mundane day in KK.. Did some house chores like laundry and cleaning fans.. Hmmm guess i'm adddiceted to computer games again.. Gosh.. it's so boring but i feel the need to play it.. Oh man.. it's wasting my time and i gotta control it and do something else that's more benificial. THen later at night, i went to the clubhouse for some workout.. Thankfully, the dance dance hall is enpty! alright the air-cons are on and i did some break dancing.. woohooo! Man, i gotta improve in my balancing if i wanna be a good bboy..hehhehe Well, practice makes perfect.. ANd the gym was like.. almost no one there!! I met this uncle who looks super fit but is above 40 in age.. We talked about stuff like CHristmas and then i bid him farewell.. GOt to the sauna and jumped to the shower... Drove home and now i'm here in front of the computer.. huh,.. really got nothing better to do but just type crap.. haahaha.. 2moro, i'm going for rock climbing wif some church frens in 1U. Hope to enjoy myself and not havin the fear of heights though... Btw, it's pretty expensive .. rm10 an hour!!!

--patience--

WEnt to get my IC done tis morning in Shah ALam.. took number at 7:39am, got it done by 1:35pm.. Gosh!! So long!! At least it's not like in PJ where the queue stretches for 200m!! and takes 45minutes for u to actually get ur number!!! MAdness!!! At least it's faster here in SHah ALam.. ehhehe.... Break dance class was fun.. Need more practice.. Thank God, the pain on my back got better.. My right hand feels numb too....

As i was goin from class, i thinked about wat GOd is working through me now.. He's shaping me to be a better being... like a clay shaped into a vase with perfection under the skillful hands of the Potter... Yup, He has a great plan for me and i choose to pursue it... Guess i need not worry bout 2moro for 2moro will worry about itself.. Ya...worry not.. I think God gave me "patience" as a gift.... I've been experiencing many situations where it requires patience.... holding in the temper and not bursting, not sounding the horn when caught in a jam..,waiting for things to be done.. etc.etc...

Man, i'm real tired now... I woke up since 6am.. and wish to end tis day wif God.. Guess i'm gonna turn of the lights, draw the curtains, look up the night sky and sing a song for Him.. nites...

kev, happy 18th...

Wat a day 2day... Went to church and it's the last youth church 4 tis year.. 2day's service was abou ppl giving thanks and at the close of the service..SHe called out the "December babies".. I was the first... (heheh can't help it, the cameras were flashing at me.. hahahhaa) Then later we went to SS2 4 lunch.. THen at 5 something went for swimming in KK clubhouse..Guess wat, i found out that the clubhouse has a dance studio!! Wooohoo! it has air-con too making it super cooling for a guy who sweats too much like me! Now i know where to practice for free!! Praise GOd tat all of a sudden, my Sony CLie is working again!! Yay!! It's like oh man,... the touch screen is not haywire but back to normal!! Praise God!! Thank YOu!!! Just when they told me to replace the touch screen (which costs rm360!!!!) it was working again!! HAhAH thank YOu Lord!!

It's just 9 minutes past 12 and i'm 18th!! Yay1! Another year older, another year.. wiser( i hope).. It's goood to know that r birthday is here.. Makes u think of GOd's plan 4 ur life.. As long as u're still alive, God has a purpose 4 u.. tat's right, I'm still alive and kicking! waiting for my life's purpose to be fulfilled.. Learnt bout tis when i was reading a book called--"Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren. Yup, it's all about living ur life as a CHristian and finding one's purpose God has in store us.. It's goood to be a CHristian, to have hope and a future... becos' it's all in the hands of God.. Like wat Ps Julie told us 2day.. wat every CHristian shud discover is their life's purpose... I felt this statement somewat true and profounding.. Yup, GOd has a great plan for me... and i've discovered it already.. NOw i'm letting Him shape me till like how a Potter shapes His vase into perfection...

Christmas mood

Friday- What a long day was it.. I was at coll since 7:15am.. waiting for ppl to turn up for bball... As usual.. M'sian timing.. Anyways, we had a fun time painting the CF camp banner and bball to--eventhough i got thrashed twice! Sigh...Then i took the bus to PJ at 3 something... LAter i drove to Giant KJ to get some nuggets for 2nite's Cell Christmas Party.. Hahahah we had a smashing time at cell..seeing some dudes eating "wasabi tuna sandwich" as penalty! hahahaha.. They even went to the toilet to throw up!! I can still remember the look on their red faces!!! hahhhaa.. real funny!

Saturday-- nothing much...cleaned up my room in Grandma's place since i'm not really staying there anymore... just on fridays i'll be there.. Went to 1U again and had some dinner.. Hhahha seriously nothing much to say bout 2day...

It's the season to be jolly.... falalalalalala. yay!! It's great to that Christmas is just around the corner.... It's gonna be fun! Everyone seems to be real busy but i seem to be too free... Hmm i wonder wat r they up to.. I hope that busyness wouldn't break the CHristmas in them... as in not forgetting the "One True Meaning" of CHristmas... It's the day the Greatest Savior of mankind was born.. 25th December some 2000 years ago.. Yup, it's Jesus' birthday! Christmas is a time of rememberance of the Lord's coming and appearing as flesh before man... It's a day of joy and a day of hope.. Maybe i need some hope in my life.. Need the faith to believe the inconceivable..yeah....and never doubt too...

AwESOMe!!!

Followed Mum to PJ today.. took her car and left for 1U at 11 something... I met a fren back from Australia.. (practically he got the whole ALias season 4 DVDs wif him!! muahahaha!! borrow fomr him!!) Bowling was fun today!!! hhahaha.. never knew i'm good at it!! Hhahaha!! i got my first strike too!! Seriously!! If u r feeling the "holiday blues", then go for some bowling and some burgers!! hahaha Be sure to take some frens to tag along too! After that, i bought some Christmas gifts.. met CHris and Shannon who had just finished Narnia at GSC.. I get to see the whole ex-CF ppl too! It's great to see them again.. ahahaa.. Later i met a fren who's back from Australia.. We talked old times as we sat on a bench.. As we were talking tis i saw another familiar face! SHe was like looking back at me in familiarity.. Hmmm looks familiar.. Said "hi" and i remembered her name! Hahah Praise God for good memory when i needed it most.. It's funny.. i met so many ppl and old familiar ppl too today! All in 1U! Praise GOd for lost contacts.. meeting again.. hahhaa

I'm gonna finish Numbers by the end of tis month!! Gotta finish it! I dun wanna break my promise! Pretty weird though...Hols pass real fast..! It's like yesterday my hols started, and now, it's december! Christmas is near! Gosh! Time really flies esp when u're having fun.. Not to mention there is a time for everything though.. a time everything.. a time to rest, play, joke, etc..etc.. Time is limited.. and our time here on earth is limited,, NO one lives forever here on earth.. Tat's y i wanna make my life count for Him... We dun hav much time here on earth.. WE gotta enjoy every single moment of it(good clean fun)! WE got only one life, let's aim to do good wif it! To live it for Jesus!! It's YOu i live for everyday Lord!! He's the reason i'm still alive now and kicking! Woohooo!! Praise Jesus! Let us now live it for the King! TO do great things for Him, for we hav just ONE LIFE, LIVE IT FOR THE KING!!!

---GOd is still the same yesterday, today and forever.. He's a miracle God.. and is working in me now...for HIs promises will come to pass, same goes for you if u acknowledge Him..

-burger and BoWLing-

Hey ppl!.... Lazed around the whole day in KK today.. Due to boredom, i did some laundry and did some TOEFL preps.. Played guitar in what of the most unusual places.. the toilet..It's pretty cool ya know.. THe acoustics..hehhehe... I think the neighbors could hear me singing wif the guitar.. Hhahaha... super fun and another crazy thing to do too!! Did some balancing on my head..OUch...it hurts on my head though.. but as the saying goes..."no pain, no gain".. Hhaha break dance takes time and patience... Played bball wif myself again.. Feel so bored playing wif myself.... SIgh.. Need some competition to make me play better... hhaha even though i'm not that good at it.! hahhaa..!

I've been reading Numbers... the first few chaps... i Plan to finish it by the end of this month.. I've ald promised to.. It's great to be a CHristian.. EVeryday seems to be a day of new hope and joy...! IT's like u r no longer being in bondage to wat u're struggling in..U're free! Do wat u want.. but make sure it's pleasing to the Lord's sight.. Do wat is pleasing to His name.. 2moro, i'm joining my youth to go for tis thing called "burger and bowling" (basically, chilling out having some burgers and do some bowling).. at 1U.. Hmmm sounds interesting... hahhaaha...

Ahhh nothing much to say lately.. THank GOd that He healed my toe... it doesn't hurt tat much now..Well, tat's all folks! God BLess and take care.!

Hey..!!!

Hmmm got nothing much to say..... Tis whole day's been revolving around Sunway.. I dropped Mom and Bro at Sunway Lagoon in the morning. I walked around Pyramid for a while and went for a hair cut(Mom's been nagging me of and on to do so) in one of those saloons.. NOw, i feel that my head is lighter...due to my hair trimming.. Hahahah... Later i drove back to KK and went 4 some bball..Later drove back to Pyramid to pick them up.. Then went back to KK ... Few hours later drove back to Sunway for break dance class.. Wow! 6 times i've been driving to and fro SUnway..!! World Record!! hahhaa .. GOt to learn how to stand on my head.. Gosh.. my head hurts when i'm doin that.. They taught me another move too... but i seem not to get the hang of it......hahhaha...It's funny only 4 guys turned up today..WHere's everyone??

Nothing much to say. I'd promised to finish the book of Numbers by the end of this month.. I've just finished Leviticus though.. hahhaa.. Anyways... gtg now..

oHH sILLy ME!!

Friday- I went to PJ in the morning... real early in the morning.. My old skool CF is having a "slumber camp" in a house in Tropicana.. SO, why not? Give those dudes a visit.... Hehehehe.. gave y fren a call telling her that i'm coming.. It's funny i still remember where her house is since the last time i've been there was 2 years ago... Thank God for good memory when i needed it most.. heheheh.. THen i parked my car and rang the door bell.. A "kakak" came out and opened the door for me.. It's bout 8;05pm now.. Then strange thing is, where's everybody? WHere's everybody's sleepers and shoes at the doorway?? IT's real quiet.. The maid told me to wait... Strange the house changed a lot the last time i came here.. I checked out the family photos and strange enough none of the faces look familiar... Weird... I asked the maid where is everybody? "ISn't there suppose to be a party here?" "How many ppl r here?" She told me that there are 4 ppl in the house...and that the HOUSE 2 DOORS AWAY HAD A PARTY LAST NIGHT WITH MANY PPL! Gosh!! I'm in the wrong house!! hahahaha!!!! Wat 7 minutes of guessing and wondering! HahahH!!!! Immediately i told her that i'm in a wrong house and said sorry! I wore my shoe and i saw a man at the gate (whom i assume must be the man of the house)... said sorry and walked out of the house with.. to my amazement a little embarassment.. Walked 2 doors away.. and rang the bell..THis time, it's for sure to be the right house... hhahahaha... Had a great time catching up wif some old frens and Pn Julie.. Had a nice breakfast .. THere were about 40ppl for the camp.. They laughed at my experience just now.. hahahahhah! Worship, Word, and then i left bout 12 to 1U to watch Narnia wif my cell group..

As expected, M'sian timing in action.. 2 fellas were late! Their excuse? "Overslept!" Oh my goodness! Then i went to the toilet and later i went to the screening room, strange enough, the i couldn't find them.. as i was told where they were sitting.. The whole row was full.... I found a sit at the side.. Weird enough, i wonder.. what was showing is the battle.. in wat seems to be the climax of the show.. Huh,, Why is the battle at the first part of the movie?? NOT AGAIN!!! I'M AT THE WRONG PLACE!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!! I asked the doorman where is the 12;45pm screening... Hhahaa it's the room next to this! ahhhh SILLY ME! Two crazy things at the same day!!! 4 hrs apart! hahahah!! tis is life... Lots of fun things that happen! Thank You LOrd for lighting up my life! Went to Burger King for some snacks after the movie.. Went to Grandma's at bout 5 something.. WHole day out... plus i'm sleepy plus there's cell group at nite.. Hahaha..

Saturday.. NOthing much.,WEnt to church for jamming session..Pretty cool.. not many ppl were there... and i've learnt new things too! haahha!!. Bummed till it's 4 in Grandma's then drove back to KK.. I'm still trying to work on my break dance.. It takes practice and lots of patience... I've got bruises everywhere.. pain too...OUch...

Narnia is a 7 volume children's fantasy book.. Written by C.S Lewis..A Christian himself, his story is about Good vs, evil, forgiveness between 4 siblings.. The story itself has many Christian values.. And yes, God did spoke to me in the movie.. The battle scene,.. is like the battle between the good and evil... God was like "The war is on, are you in" Immediately, i knew my duty as aChristian, we're soldiers of Christ and that we're here to fight against the "Enemy" and his forces... All His plans for me are for His glory, not mine.. yeah,, i gotta believe in His plan for me and claiming it for His glory! Amen to that! Another part of the story is when Aslan, the talking lion died in behalf of Edmund, the boy who was suppose to die of his wrong doings.. Aslan sacrificed himself so that Edmund could live. Jesus sacrificed Himself so that u and me could live.. Alsan resurrected the following day, Jesus ressurected on the third day of His death.. Amen to that... what a powerful show this is!.. Another thing i realised is that the love and forgiveness between the 4 siblings... between Peter, the elder bro wif Edmund, younger bro...

Yeah.. tat's waht i hav to share this past few days... God Bless ya folks..Know that God is real...He is real! He is here wif u right now.. !

HIs LOve!

Yo wassup dudes..!! It's bout 1;28am now.. Breakdance class was cool,.. they taught us 6-step (trying to look cool doing it even though i'm doin it wrong) today.. and chair freeze.(still can't get the hang of it).. My hip kinda hurts doing the freeze... But it's kinda cool though.. ONe day i'll be hip-hoping with the NY kids, spreading the Gospel to them..Yeah! Gospel through hip-hop..!

I wanna be the best for God.. The best student, the best bball player, the best break dancer.. It's like a dream too hard to achieve.. But we're called to the best in whatever we do for God.. Oh, help this struggling child of Yours.. pls, Lord.. Next year's gonna be the last year of being around.. Year 2006, the year i'm gonna get busy for GOd. The year i'm going to expect great things from Him.. Oh pls, show YOur glory,Lord. I need Your power in my life... I want to see a revival in my life.. I'm really looking forward in how God's been shaping me now.. We're like the clay, under the skilled hands of the Potter, we're shaped into a beautiful vase.. That's wat i want to be... "a clay for YOur moulding"..

I read SOng of SOngs this morning.. And in this book, the phrase "DO not arouse love until it is the right time" is repeated numerous times.. I felt God speaking to me in this.. Don't arouse love untill GOd says "Hey, it's the right time now. Go.." Yup, i know this isn't the right time for me now... and that in times like these, we as singles, should enjoy the gift of being single.. A time of self discovery and a time of preparation for the "one" He has installed for us....

His Love by Hillsongs

His light is over me,
Flooding over me,
NIght is lifted,
Heaven over me,
Flooding over me,
I can't contain it,

My cup overflows,
My cup overflows,

Praise the Lord with all my heart,
Praise Him for He has done great things,
His banner over me is lOve,
His banner over me is love,

You brought the sunshine in,
Turn the dark to day,
Made the shadows flee away,
You opened up my eyes,
To a new and living way,
Dawning of a brand new day....


Praise the Lord, for He has done great things.. I thank YOu for sustaining me through tough times... I'm grateful that i'm here, still alive and kicking.. As long as i'm still alive, You have a purpose for me....

-emptiness-

Woke up at Grandma's place today... TOday was special.. Today's the day of the one girl that brought me up since i was like 5 years old..It's Grandma's birthday.. I went down and gave her a hug and wished her happy birthday.. I could see the joy in her face.. Hahaha.. kinda breaks my heart seeing her being smile in joy. Later Dad came by to take me to PC fair in KL.. SPent like 4 hours there and bought some stuff. Been practicing my breakdance... It's not as easy as u think though.... but i wanna improve myself in it.. I wanna hip-hop wif the kids in US and tell them bout the gospel.. yeah,... Street Gospel.. Bringing the gospel to the streets through hip-hop..sounds kinda cool though..

There's nothinng much to say bout how i am these past few days.. I feel kinda empty.. inside of me.. i long for some sort of peace and satisfaction.. I long for the LOrd's touch.. I still here HIm whisper to me so gently... but i don't know y i feel insecure and kinda feeling that i need to break free of something.. Maybe i've not been spending too much time wif God.. and that maybe He wants me to return to HIm and to be filled once again.. I feel kinda empty now... Longing for the Lord to fill me up.. fill my cup till it overflows..

I've been thinking about this song.. it kind of reflects wat i'm goin through now..

Jesus I am thristy,
Won't You come and fill me,
Earthly things have left me dry,
Oniy You can satisfy,
All I want is more of YOu,

All i want is more of You,
ALl i want is more of YOu,
NOthing i desire Lord
But more of YOu,
All i want is more of You,
All I want is more o YOu,
Nothing i desire Lord
But more of You
More of YOu...

I really need the Lord's touch once again.. needing Him to fill me till my cup overflows...

Ruturn to thy rest..

My younger bro stayed wif me 2day in KK.. Woke up at 9;45... Well, i was at home the whole day till dad and mum came back and took us out for dinner. Thank God, my bro wasn't up to his "naugthy mode".. He's been an angel the whole day.. although sometimes, he would disturb me... Been practicing the basic stands.. and (this time not the stomach) my wrist hurts.. esp when wif the turtle... Ouch...

God's been challenging me to spend time wif Him.. The hols could be a time of refreshing and a time of backsliding.. Well, i'm kind of a little to the refreshing part in a scale of 7/10 now... I'll try to finish (i mean i promised) Numbers by the end of this month.. A promise i made wif God after He challenged me to do so... Ya.. Well, to all of u out there, who's having a tough time,, rather stressful one.. know that God is ready to give you(thy) rest.. Here's some nice verses..
Psalms 29:11. Matthew 11:28, Matthew 6:25-34..

Guess, i'll go turn off the lights, open the curtains, grab my guitar and serenade God now.. Nites..