No one loves me like YOu

GUess it's just another day for me. I was planning to go to church 2day for lunch wif pastor.. but i backed out last minute.. felt tired after this morning of bball. My arms and shoulders still hurt right now. Bruises everywhere too. OUch.. I think i'm not using this hols very well. Been on9 almost all the time.. Need to do more benificial things though... It's great that i've been back on writing my journal again after not writing for a few months.. It's good to keep track of how i felt and of personal testimonies all recorded.

I think i'm gaining more wisdom from GOd. despite of my lack of spending time with Him, i sense Him telling me to take courage in doing things for Him. I think back to last month.. i heard a song on the radio, sung by Whitney Houston.. The chorus goes....Be bold, courageous..... Somehow... i didn't knew y this really struck me.. Then i felt something telling me.. BE BOLD. Yes, be bold..Maybe i'm not bold enough sometimes in doing God's will.. I see the oportunity sometimes, but i'm not bold enough to go for it. Maybe i'm afraid that i might not achieve it and that i might fail getting it. Maybe sometimes, i got to stand up for the faith and to take charge. Go for it! Go when God says GO! Yes, this i got to learn.

This song reminded of my first love wif God and through all these time, His love never changed for me. ..

No one loves me like You, by Jars of CLay..

Collapsing was much softer,
Still falling always hurt,
Only after sensing Your love,
For always ever burnt,
You justified my folly,
My affluent disguise,
Removed revealing nothing,
Yet nothing unforgiving lies,
Unforgiven lies,

No one loves me like YOu,
No one loves me the way that You do,
No one loves me like You,
No one loves me the way, the way that You do.....

To touch the rose unfearful,
Is to meet the thorn,
And pierce the heart's emotion,
And feel the emptiness no more,
Emptiness no more....

Took some time I've fallen....


It's been sometime now Lord, since i'd experienced my first love for YOu. Bring me back to our first love... Your love for me hasn't and will never change.. I want to be like David, the man after Your own heart.. Bring me back to You....